Someone that slipped away from my reach
Before I die, I want to be friends with my neighbor again. She’s my first best friend and because of some reasons that I could not remember, we don’t see each other anymore.
I used to go to their house everyday to play. We share the same age, we attended the same school when we were in nursery and we live in the same street. Our parents are really good friends. In short, she was like an ideal friend whom I could talk to everyday and spend our time enjoying our youth. But no, it didn’t turn out that way. I really feel that I’m the one at fault that’s why we ended up like this. I was the one who screwed up our friendship. We haven’t talked to each other for years now. I want to bring back the closeness we had when we were kids. The problem is that, I don’t know how to approach her. Every time we see each other, which is unavoidable since she lives one house away from ours, we just smile. I’ve been telling myself that if I see her again, I would talk to her. But every time that I get the opportunity to do so, I can’t make myself utter even a single word. Something is holding me back. I’m being swallowed by my pride.
I dreamed about her lately. In my dream, I was in their house, having fun just like the old us. I was friends with her siblings again.
If ever I won’t be successful enough to be able to bring back our closeness, at least this wall between us would be broken down. Or at least I could consider her my friend again. Better yet, she could at least consider me one of her friends and not just somebody that she used to know (lol hi gotye).
Simple words for a girl who’s turning 18 this July, I know. But really, on a serious note, I’m dying to be friends with her again. I wonder if she feels the same way for me, too. I can’t find the right words to express how much I miss her.
Should I approach her?
16 movies. I have watched 16 movies of Johnny Depp. ♥ Looking forward to watching moooooooooore of his films!!!
Flowers
The first and last time that I ever received flowers was last year during the gala night of our play. I got two bouquets from my brother and my barkada.
I gave the two bouquets to my papa when I visited him at the cemetery. ☺
What you call that black thing effect, I don’t know. Vignette? =)))
I was supposed to make a fisheye lens but I lack materials. Came up with this instead.
Made use of materials that are available inside our house such as scotch tape, scissors and black paper.
I know that this effect could be done using photoshop or photoscape but I think it’s more natural this way.
DAMI KONG SINABI EH HINDI NAMAN AKO PHOTOGRAPHER =)) kmn
